Don’t like this feeling..so frigging sad/mad

Why did we go through that? Why are we back where we started? How can this be? When I think back on the journey we just went through.. the people volunteering to help make masks for those in the front lines.. the unspoken risks we were taking .. the mornings when I would wake up and have to make the choice to go to work so that we can “ make a difference “  and risk getting this disease..and always making the choice to be there for our staff, to model what it truly looks like to lead.. to be back here... this is so sad .. so heartbreaking.... are we all really so self-centered.. I always had the theory that our “ greater good” will win the day ..what happened to our values, soul and hearts?